♥ th3 onLy ЁmüŅ ♥

2010-06-05T21:07:00.001-07:00

因为我是你女朋友，所以我会对你有耍不完的小脾气。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我要你每晚跟我说晚安。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我要你每天都说爱我，当然我每天也在说爱你。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我在意你晚上回去是不是很晚，还有跟谁一起玩。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我要你记住我的生日。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我要你帮我拿东西。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我会在你为我作饭的时候从后紧紧拥住一身汗的你。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我会为你哭。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我会给你骂。
因为我是你女朋友，所以每当你夸我的时候我会会心一笑。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我要你乖乖喝水。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我会装作一副很可怜的样子说你不疼我。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我讨厌你去看别的女孩子。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我要你每天都快快乐乐的。
因为我是你女朋友，所以你什么都要听我的。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我总是要你把我吃不完的东西吃完。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我希望每天睁眼闭眼看到的都是你。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我喜欢跟你斗嘴。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我喜欢帮你按摩槌槌背。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我会不由自主地唱起歌。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我希望你健康、积极向上有斗志。
因为我是你女朋友，我会起很多可爱又笨笨的外号给你，有事没事的换着叫。
因为我是你女朋友，我会每天都跟你说我喜欢你，不为什么就亲亲你。
因为我是你女朋友，我会要你拉着我的手过马路，不会看来往的车辆，眼光只追随着你。
因为我是你女朋友，我会搂着你的手，像小孩一样要你背背。
因为我是你女朋友，我会亲自帮你挑衣服挑裤子，搭配你的套装，让每个女孩都羡慕我有个精神的男友。
因为我是你女朋友，我会骄傲的把手放进你的荷包里，希望握紧两只手的冬天过得不会太冷。
因为我是你女朋友，我会在你旁边看悲剧的文章，然后默默流泪，等你过来哄我，承诺我们不会那样。
因为我是你女朋友，我会在逛街的时候突然喊饿，拉着你走进旁边的蛋糕店，要我们最爱吃的毛毛虫和蛋挞，自己一口，喂你一口，我知道你喜欢也喜欢这甜蜜的味道。
因为我是你女朋友，我会做两人根本吃不完的菜，要你每样都吃些，提醒你注意营养，我喜欢看你吃东西的样子。
因为我是你女朋友，我会在你要起床的时间前半个小时睁开眼睛，然后摇醒你。我知道你会微微的开下眼睛然后抱抱我说再睡5分钟。
因为我是你女朋友，我会在得势的时候很嚣张，弱势的时候很撒娇，你总是觉得郁闷，为什么受委屈的明明是你，可喊冤的却是我。
因为我是你女朋友，所以我才会在石头剪刀布输了以后不洗碗。
因为我是你女朋友，我会让自己看上去很幸福，不用我说，别人都知道你是个绝世好男友。
因为我是你女朋友，我会在只你面前变得很笨，让你惊喜的发现原来在大家眼里机警伶俐的我也会犯只有你知道的白痴错误。
因为我是你的女朋友，我会鼓励你做你喜欢的事情，支持你做你喜欢的工作。我会一直陪着你，哪怕知道有天你会离开我，也不要你为了钱和责任而束缚了自己的梦想。

圈圈不再是圆的~

2010-03-12T20:04:00.001-08:00

我对你说过
我对你的爱
就像圈圈一样没有终点
但从这一秒起
圈圈
不再是圆的
而我对你的爱也该停止了
我等你等到好累
所以决定不再等了
每次msn, sms
找你
你都不回我等你等得好疲惫
既然你选择逃避
那我把你所有的东西删了
常会想到你
而我却选择用课业埋没自己
我的心碎了
自己一片片的粘回去
当我把他粘好了
你再一次的把他弄碎
我真的好爱你
每当我闭上双眼
以为睡醒后能把你忘记
但流下的眼泪
告诉自己对你的爱越来越来深了
我是个任性的傻瓜
想把所有拥有的东西
换取通往你世界的单程车票
但那只是我自己的一厢情愿
你不曾在乎我的世界
你只在乎她的世界有没有你的存在
和你的回忆珍贵的
你对我的承诺
现在已变成再一次让我心碎的谎言
对全世界的人说
我不再爱他了
但每次不知觉的想起你
想起和你一起的甜蜜
也想起你对我的残忍
如此的反复
心
彻底的累了
现实就是酱
醉了，醒了
却迷失了方向
黑暗中
偶尔会小声哭泣
白天
依然故作坚强，强颜欢笑
那是多么的愚蠢
现在的我们
已成彼此的路人甲
偶尔
希望你能记得
我们在一起的起起落落
但
你已把我们的回忆忘了
只记得你和她的回忆
分手后
不再是朋友
因为你曾伤害我
不会成为敌人
因为我们相爱过
所以
我们是彼此最熟悉彼此的陌生人
你的照片
删了又存，存了又删
回忆拿起又放下
放了又拿
好累哦
所以
决定不再爱你了
想彻底的把你忘了
也许
哪天我们会遇见
但我们已忘了对方

我说：我对你的爱，就像这圈圈一样没有终点
你说：我对你的爱，就像这圈圈一样没有起点

2010-03-09T03:46:00.000-08:00

终于崩溃了，把所有悲伤，不开心都哭了出来。。。
成绩一落千丈，感情跌到谷底，爱的人，不再爱我。。。
累了，谁能把我从这疲惫的世界拉出来？
傻瓜兆兆，要幸福哦！ (^.^)
无论如何，都会再为了这种东西哭了，要坚强的站起来。。。
像以前一样，傻傻的过每一天！

2010-03-06T10:04:00.000-08:00

EWEN HENG!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

HAVE A SWEET 16!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

EVEN LOVE EWEN

2010-03-06T09:51:00.000-08:00

就快考完了～爽爽爽～

小老師，對不起哦，剛對你發脾氣～
來月經的女生是醬的啦，下次你就知道的啦～
對不起啦～不要不教我啦～我會死的啦～
不要生氣啦～
愛死你啦～

*小老師都不會來看的*

2010-02-25T09:52:00.000-08:00

Too many things happen in this week that messed me up, obviously is because of HIM...
What should I do?! Asked this question many times to myself. Can anyone tells me?!
He seriously messed me up!
You treat me hot and cold!
Who the earth I'm to you?! Joker?! Games?! Toys?! Clown?! Or what?!
Why I confess to you, even though lots of girls admire you?!
What's happening with me?! Is there anyone can wake me up from this messed up world?!
I'm gonna mad about it.

Exam's coming, work hard on the "LOVELY" exam.
Hope there's no more 'U' for the result.
Forget about the messed up world by him, focus on my exam is the best thing right?! ^^

All the best!!!
Aza Aza Aza Fighthing!!!
=)

♥ SPECIAL FOR YOU - JIA CHIE ♥

2010-02-01T01:07:00.000-08:00

Time passes so fast, I left Poi Lam already 1 year +.
The first time that we talk to each other is when we are participating in the marching for the National Day.
We really get to know each other and be best friend when we are in the same class in Form 2 - 2J4
If I entered 2J5, I would miss a best friend like you.
Due to my position in Poi Lam, I don't really have a friend like you, cause they say I'm LC.
Many people always say that both of us are LC, that's why we can be best friend. Haha, but the truth is we are not LC.
You are always the first one who arrive Poi Lam and I'm always the second ones.
I remembered that everytime we arrived school, will go to the canteen eat noodle.
We sit in front of the teacher's desk. Teachers love both of us a lot. Before the exam, teacher will give us special notes that other student don't have because they say that we are hardworking! AW~ We always help each other in studies, fooling around, helping the teacher. WE ARE GOOD STUDENTS! Seriously, I miss the days when we are in the same class. I bet, if I'm still studying in Poi Lam, we can be the first and the second in the class! Brian Mak? will be just a piece of SHIT! AW~ ( this is LC =_____=)
Do you still remember our favourite food?! Yea, is BIG APPLE DONUTS~
If I'm not mistaken, is your first time try big apple donut.

TATTA~ OUR DONUTS~ ♥

OUR DRAWING~ This pic is from 1 of my novel, and then we draw it... Remember my old name?! QIN!!!

FRIENDS FOREVER~

I ♥ YOU

MUACKS~

AZA AZA AZA FIGHTING~

ALL THE BEST IN YOUR TOMORROW'S EXAM!

DON'T CHEAT!

2010-01-30T08:42:00.000-08:00

I'm now stuck! Can't even think what should I do.
I'm so curious about something, am I a stupid girl?!
Whole class also know how to do add math, why can't I solve even a problem?!
I focus during class, but why can't I understand what is she talking about?!
Some I may understand, but when I get the exercises I STUCK!
Not just add math, economics also.
I'm so afraid about my study, I don't want my family once again disappointed!
As all of you know, my school fees is freaking expensive, I'm not a rich girl compare with my friends, dad pays a lot just to hope that I can study better and have a better future.
But I just can't study! Maybe you will say, cause I'm not hardworking enough, but do you guys know, every night i sit alone in my room to do add math until 2am?! I even cried! Anybody knows about that?!
I should say, I'm not suitable in study.
But, I think I'm much more suitable in music. ^^
I'm now learning violin too, Mr. Alfred says if can, he will let me take grade 5 violin test next year. I just learned 1 lesson. That's COOL.
Not just violin, next year I may take grade 8 piano exam too.
Not that excited. =(
I think this has proved that I'm not suitable in study however, social and music may suits me.
I can't control my future now but, I'll try to solve my problem! Hope my friends would help me in study. Here, I would like to thanks:

SERENA A.K.A Jack's: Thanks for +ing oil for me. ^^

HILLARY A.K.A Funny Ones: Thanks that you always make me laugh! ♥ YOU!

CHIN MUN A.K.A Big Sister: Thanks that you always accompany me, I learn a lot of things from you! =]

NITHIN A.K.A Smart Ones: Thanks for teaching me add math! =)

VINODH A.K.A Cute Ones: Thanks for teaching me add math too! x)

CHANG YEW A.K.A Handsome Ones: Thanks for letting me copy your add math?! HAHA!

SEE YUN A.K.A Sexy Ones: 7 years friendship is not easy to maintain, hope we can always discuss about handsome guy, be each others best friend forever. Thanks for helping me pass through so many things, especially the time when I break up with Zero and TKS! I ♥ YOU!

JIA CHIE A.K.A 2nd Emun: Why so hardworking after I left Poi Lam huh?! Thanks for being one of my best friend and replace my hardworking and LC position in Poi Lam. HAHA! Miss the days that we eat BIG APPLE DONUTS in school when there's nobody in class!

Gonna stop here.
Good night guys.
Muacks!♥

I ♥ the times when we laugh together.

2010-01-29T02:51:00.000-08:00

想念帅帅的他哦~
真不知怎么办，只能偷偷的看他帅帅的照片咯。。。
哈哈，刚才和他谈了一下，超爽的。。。
平时的他，酷酷的，没想到，原来他很自恋的~
不过，对我而言，可是超可爱的哦~
超爱~muacks~
夜了，想要睡觉咯，不说了，拜拜~
XXX:要早点睡哦。。。我爱你。。。
也许这句话，你永远都不知道但，希望有一天，我能天天得这样对你说。。。
朋友们，好梦哦~

无论你喜欢上谁，我都希望你快乐。。。

2010-01-26T04:38:00.000-08:00

我爱你！我爱你！我爱你！
我知道我不该爱你，可是却控制不了自己，第一次有这种感觉。。。
让我真的有心在狂跳的感觉。。。
我知道你不会喜欢我，因为我没像其他女生那么可爱，美丽，体贴。。。
老实说，你真的很棒！连我的朋友们都说你很帅！他们也说，你应该有女朋友了，所以，我没希望了~
最近我的行为很明显的告诉你，我在暗恋你。。。
也许，你已知道了，我也知道你不会接受我的，但我希望能当你的好朋友。。。
希望你不会逃避我，因为，我只想当你的朋友~
我很喜欢你，喜欢到连电话的封面都是你的帅气照片。。。
我该克制下自己，要努力读书咯~
宜汶，加油！你也要加油哦~ GAMBATEH!

爱上一个不爱你的人，是件辛苦的事，
被一个你不爱的人爱上你，更是件辛苦的事，
也许，你和我也面对着同样的位置，
而我是那位让你更辛苦的人。

2010-01-23T06:42:00.000-08:00

哈哈，终于回到马来西亚咯。。。
超爽的！
现在要加油读书了朋友们，要加油咯。。。
我们班已二合为一了。。。
哈哈，又能和姐妹们同班～
今年有3位新同学加入哦。。。
让我来介绍吧：

1.nanitcha - 和我一样，都是以前的培南生，人很好，很开朗，很多男生很喜欢他哦。。。
2.chang yew - 帅哥一名，读书一级棒！PERFECT! 人不知好不好，和他不熟！希望能和他做好朋友咯。。。
3. 我不认识，可是听说很厉害的哦！他下学期才来，希望能认识他。。。

有人加进来，自然就有人要离开咯。。。
原以为只有和我同天生日的靖雯离开，都已很伤心了。。。
结果叻，我的好朋友Nithin 和他妹妹也要离开。。。天啊！
*纳闷*

就写到这吧，很懒啊～
下次再写咯～
拜拜～

2009-11-23T05:14:00.000-08:00

Holiday starts, 5th December I am going to Australia for more than 1 month. Unfortunately, I don't know what am I going to do there. I think this holiday is kinda wasting time. I will be very happy about it if god allows me to have sickness before aboard. Everyone thinks that i should appreciate what I am having rite?! I did appreciate. Going to Australia for 1 month++?! I know that's great but I don't hope to stay there for that long period. I want to go to school. I don't want to waste time in Australia rather than study. I want to go to school, although my school is SUCKS!!!

Already more than half year I broke up with him, I though I will forget him. But, I didn't. Btw, he changed a lot. He started to swear in front of me, acting cool, no manners. What's going with him?! Is it because of me?! I have asked this question for many times. I asked him, but he say NO! Then what happen with him?! What happen in these half year?! He changed a lot!!! Changed to a totally different person. Today i viewed his facebook profile. I saw an application, they ask: if could remove something from his own memory, what would he remove? Guess what's the answer?! Is his ex-gf. He asked my best friend a question, how to make his own ex to feel bad and regret to broke up with him. Hey guys, I m his only ex-gf!!! He wants me to regret, wants me to apologise. His wish is granted now, I admit that I still love him. He did that makes me don't know how to face him. I know I shouldn't love him. I force myself. But I can't stop loving him.
He tells me that he needs a girlfriend, he hope that I could help him. As a friend, I should help him. He seems like doesn't appreciate it. He seems like just want to making fun of me, want me to be shame and sad. I tells everyone that I, Emun Lim doesn't love him anymore. I forget all the memories we had. But the truth is, I can't forget the every first time we had. Our first kiss in KBOX, the first time we hug, the first time we watch movie together. Deep inside my heart are all the sweet and sad memorise between he and me. Sorry guys I'm telling a LIE to you all for a long time. My face n hands are now full with tears and I'm now stuck in the deepess and the darkness of my heart. I dare to write this because I know he won't be reading it. If he read this, he will be very happy cause his wish was granted.

如果时间允许，我想回到我和你说分手的前一秒...

The HISTORY~~~

2009-11-17T04:16:00.000-08:00

Guess what?! Something was added in my happy life to make 1 of my worst record ever~
Have you ever get 0 in the exam?! NO! haha, but i have!
I get a big zero in my economics exam... Haha... 1st time I get an Egg in my life...
I not dare to tell daddy... He will SHOOT me!!!

However, the result of this term exam is okay to me because i did not badly especially MALAY!!! Eh, std 4 standard still don't know how to do?! Eat shit la... ( jux for malaysian =X ) Eng did okay lo, get C. Usually I will fail. Haha... The other subject also okay la... Except Add Math!!! Hope will improve!!!

I got to improve from now onwards! Today did alot of add math question!!! Hope Mr. Logen(add math teacher) and Mr. Francis (economics teacher) won't shoot me on Thursday in front of so many student and teachers!!! =]

过去的事就别再提

别再用你的性命去威胁我

A hardworking girl, that's me!!! =)

2009-11-15T03:21:00.000-08:00

First time in my life to be a hardworking girl, usually I wont be doing anything when I' m free in the house. Just sleep and facebook. LOL. Haha...

As yesterday nite I was drunk because I drink A CUP of RED WINE, today got a bit of headache. I woke up and take a bath cause I didn't bath when back home. Lazy~ Smelly~

Here start the hardworking day.
KILL all the worms, they were all around the house(outside). I HATE IT!!!
KILL KILL KILL!!! I M THE KILLER!!! lame -.-
Is weird... After cleaning then wash lu... Here comes the worm worm... EW~~~ KILL again... LOL...
It takes 3 hours to finish it, so tiring~~~ And my food, cold already.

3 hours later, the other gang of worm come again... It makes me MAD again, I KILL!!!
spray "SHEILTOX"... I spray spray spray, see you guys die anot... HNG!

30 mins later, got 1 baby worm came out. I oso KILL!!!
haha... at last, no more came out. ^^

Is cruel to do that, I hope they don't find me later... >.<
Is tiring~~~
mum : Today you're so harworking. If you did this everyday, you will become slimmer...
me : (I don't like killing) O.o

如果时间能倒流的话，我想回到那天的我们...